Day 37

Good News/Bad News
The good news: It's 9:53 and I am headed to bed. Not necessarily to sleep...but to bed...and that is definitely an improvement.
The bad news: I commited diet-suicide tonight and ate PIZZA!
But first of all, for those of you who read this blog and don't read my other blog, go check out what happened RIGHT after I posted last night! http://keepinupwiththejoneses.blogspot.com
I'll wait while you go read it. It's the post titled "The Calm before the Storm."
Okay, I take it that you're back. Can you believe that? I didn't end up actually getting to get in bed and go to sleep until after 2 a.m. last night!! And then I had to get up at 6:40 to work. Thus part of the reason I am getting in bed so early tonight...that and the fact that my hubby is FINALLY home for a night! Hooray!
Anyway, I got my work out done early today since I knew Matt was coming home tonight. I didn't want anything to "steal" our time. It took me like 2 full hours to get done with the Legs & Back and ARX dvd's because I had like a zillion interuptions. I hit pause probably 10 times. Grrrr...anyway, it felt good to get it done and out of the way. Tonight I decided to treat the kids and take them (and one of their friends) to Mazzios for dinner. I knew it wouldn't be on my "diet" but I figured I could at least eat off the salad bar, if nothing else. Which is what I should have done. Instead I got there and saw that they have some "healthy" choices on their menu which are noted by a little red pepper next to the item. I decided to order the Lucky 7 pizza. I figured I'd eat 1 or 2 peices and then take the rest home for Matt. Well, in the end, I ended up eating 2 bowls of salad, 2 slices of that pizza AND (!!!!!) a peice of oreo dessert pizza. That stuff is like the best thing I've ever tasted in my entire life. I knew it before I even ordered it too....that I wasn't going to be able to resist. I kept telling myself I was ordering it for the kids...but I knew in the back of my mind I was justifying having a slice. Anyway, as soon as I left the resturant, I felt like a big ole fat failure. I was really getting myself all worked up and upset about it so I decided to text my buddy KC. Thankfully, she set me straight. It was 1 meal, 1 mistake. I just put it behind me and do better from now on. I will probably double up on work outs tomorrow to help make up for it too. (thanks KC for always being there for me!)
Here's what I ate the rest of the day:
Breakfast: Kashi Go Lean cereal with skim milk and small banana.

Lunch: (one last time) left over Turkey Italian meatloaf with salad (YUM! I need to post that recipe!) After lunch I had some fresh pineapple.

Supper: As you saw above. whahhhhhh!

Okay ya'll. I'm off to bed. Yippee! I can't WAIT! I have a really sore muscle in my left butt cheek and in the left side of my neck...don't know what's up with that but I'm ready to go RELAX for a change! Lookin' forward to the weekend!